No Heartattacks here BABY

Can you believe I was hospitalized last Tuesday because my Dr. thought I was having a mild heart attack? Really sucks, had to stay in the hospital for 24 hours for observation and they still never found anything out. When I left they said I was one of the healthiest people they seen in ages. but, B U T could not explain my chest pains. Which was causing my blood pressure to sky rocket and my pulse to just go out of control every so many minutes. I would go from 70 beats to 90 in seconds just lying in bed doing nothing. they alarm would go off they'd come running in the room. After a few times of that they stopped running in. well until that one time I dropped dramatically.

I have to admit I was so worried and scared. Since I have been back home I just do not feel the same. My pulse at resting is around 75 - 88 which it used to be like 67 - 75. I have this constant burning in my chest and I tire out very quickly. After being awake for a couple of hours I am ready for a nap. This is NOT going to work out well with work I am sure.

Oh well. I'm just going to keep working out and trying to stay healthy and in shape. hopefully that will help in the long run.

how did I forget to post this.

This Takes Too Long

I cannot believe how long this darn adoption process takes. We aren't even at a part where a birth mother can choose us. We still need to do the homestudy and our birth mother letter has not been approved yet. Plus we need to finish our website....
work work work
it seems never ending and I just want a BABY now. I wonder how people that have been waiting for years get through it. I cannot even handle this wait. And it not really a wait we just need to finish our business and then we can be on the books and hopefully matched fast.

Oh Well.

Crap I am Lazy

Well for the past 4 months have been working on and prepping up the reality and the beginning of us... Adopting. We we have started everything up, we still have quite a ways to go, we are only in the very infancy phase of this thing so may not see a child before 09, but not necessarily, if we get everything done by mid summer we could match up before end of year.

I will post more on this. I actually find it extremely exciting, although tiring. There is so much involved in this.

take care all

G....

Look at these cutie pies!

We love I mean LOVE our pups. and "real" pet owners understand, not our pets but our friends, our kids or companions.

These guys just rock and are so fun. and Chase (the black one) just turned one this past weekend. Happy Birthday Chase bot.

My Poor Lil Blog

I am so Damn lazy.

I have so much to say and so very little time to say it, but I digress... i'm lazy. I am so lazy lately I don't even watch TV or see movies, takes up too much time. Don't really surf the internet much anymore. Work from home constantly and work on the house most of all, it's too darn much. I need to relax and writing things does that for me. Think i'll get back to writing my poems on here. Crazy ones like:

They all spoke their minds

No truths came

Catcalls rained

Empty minds Lost finds

everyone giving blame

and because of all this My ass pained

Give UP give up

shut up Shut UP

change the game

for you, for me

work as one

and we'll all be free.

or crazy.

(ok, i'll work on those)

I'm Back ON!

ok, I wipped my system like a month or 2 ago and then when I came to log in later to do a post i couldn't because.... like the GENIUS that I am I forgot my password. I never write these things down out of fear someone will find them.

hmmm maybe i'll have to make an exception now. The darn username and password just now popped in my head. oh well I'm back NOW.

Guess I'll Try Again

Ok, I have not been able to log in for about a month now. I thought i'd give all this one more try. What to talk about, life, politics, religion, sexuality, my hot ass, the state of the union, life in these United States, My big cock (ha), saxaphones, deer hunting (I don't do) cooking, birth control (stop pluggn that beaver), warranty information, dog poo, drool, capitalism, radical farts in the far east of your anus (I said Anus), farmers markets near you, History, The FUTURE, weather vains......

Well there's tons of things to talk about.

ya know.