What The HELL

Ok, Where the HELL have I been? I get so caught up in my shit I kinda forget about.... Well everything else in life. If it ain't easy I just give up and start laddling my cradle or something like that. I don't know. It's been hell in my life and with no, job, no car (since my car wreck in june and not been able to get a new car since we are buying the new house...[HELL]).

I just dont' know what the HELL to do. I just in the last 45 days had 2 jobs offer me a job and then 2 or 3 days later take it back for some whacky ass reason I just can't fathom. Ok, I could if I can learn to go DEEPER. HAHA

Bobby is leaving his current job, to go back to his previous job (which is the job that we both worked at together for several years but i'm no longer with) because they offered him more money and more stability. His current job offered him a 10K raise and 2k immediate bonus and plus benefits for me if he stayed. He wasn't sure what to do so I told him do what he felt was right and secure. He is so worried about his current job and them going under. I could turn that place around, in a heart beat. I do not see a reason to play around.

We will see what goes on, what happens.
I know I KNOW, I AM THE MAN, we will see if I can live up to that. I've worked up to it for years.