Thursday, October 20, 2005

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

What Is Going On Here?

Well I am having a hell of a time these days reading the news. I cannot believe the state of our union. With all the whacky things that already go on, racism, sexism, prejudice of every assortment you can imagine. We have to have our government going to all time lows. Delay was bad enough, then the stuff with Rove and even the Vice President. What the hell. PEOPLE get a CLUE. You have to hear all this crap daily about minorities and gays that are this or that (and those are not good this or thats) How can you sit there and judge anyone when you KNOW in your thick noggin that you are a bad bad person that needs to be thrown over someones knee and spanked till you cry kosher salt tears. Tell me what is going on with people. Corporations are becoming more crooked than ever, these guys do not even care so much these days as fighting unsruppulusly to keep their company on top, they are out for themselves. Big salary for me, *uck my dedicated employees. I cannot see how we can't get some type of control over EVERYONE. I just don't see why I can't be the Emporer. It would make things so much simplier.

Well also we still have not gotten any where with doing anything about this house. We decided to do a refi for now and pay off some bills. This actually affords us to pay off ALL our bills which is AWESOME! But we are going to fix anything wrong witht he house now, and if the realtor thinks we should do anything else like replace the carpet I think we'll just tile. I do not think a professional cleaning of this light colored carpet is going to make a big difference. Oh well. I'll write something a bit more interesting tomorrow.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

What my Birthday Means

Your Birthdate: February 28

Your birth on the 28th day of the month (1 energy) adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your Life Path. The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.A birthday on the 28th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. Unlike much of the other 1 energy, this birthday is one that endow with the ability to start a job and continue on until it is finished. You may prefer to use the broad brush, but you can handle details as well. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.

Been Sick for Over a Week But Feeling Better.

Well I'm almost completely better now that i've had my 3rd cold this year. This one was not that bad. it was tollerable after the first 2 days. I am suppose to hear from someone tomorrow regarding some consulting work, I hope that works out. I found a job as a CRM for a local company but you had to have a knowledge of sql and one other language I didn't know (forgot what it was). I think i'll still apply, whats the worse, they just won't call, no biggie.

We are still arguing (not really arguing as in fighting but as in disagreeing) over the new house and the things we want for the new house. I think we need a new fridge, we both agree on the new washer and dry, the pair we have are over 15 years old. They work ok, but not great and are not very energy effecient. I also was a DLP TV. I want a 70 in... he thinks 62 is even to big so i'm trying to compromise with 65. We'll see how that goes. Also I want to get a high end range after we move into the house. With all the entertaining we do and all the cooking I do I want something spectacular this time. Also we need a new vacuum even though we just spent over 200 bucks on that one last year. The thing seems like it barely has any suction. Then I also want to sell all our living room furniture and get new same with the dining room stuff. Everything we have is light colored and everything in the new house will be dark. Not sure how this will work out. We are looking at a new desk, the one we have now we bought when we moved in here and it's a mess. I want to put the furniture in our room in the spare room because it goes with that bed and just get a dresser for our room and an LCD or Plasma screen for our room. That way we can limit the amount of bulky stuff in our room. But who knows how that will go. When we put our house on the market I just hope we can get what we ask, dont' mind going down by maybe $5000 but that would be it. Lets just hope and pray.

I have decided i'm going to start online classes next month to get my bachelors in business for Project Management. I am really getting into this PM thing. I like it a lot. Also I think i'm going to declare a double major and get a degree also in computer science. shouldn't be too hard since thats what I know pretty much. I just hope I can stay focused. Been a long time since I was in any kind of school, and online can't be too easy.

Well i'm going. I'm cooking stew for dinner in the crockpot and it is distracting me from writing. Smells damn awesome!

I have to remember about the Poetry idea.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Gregg and Bobby at the Wedding. Posted by Picasa

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Guess What

Blah Blah Blah,
Oh and Blah. blah blah blah... blah and blah.
Said, Blah blah blah.........
You know. blah blah blah blah.

Blah, is what blah is and blah does. Blah is wonderful

Blah, blah blah blah blah. life is full of Blah.
it's great. BLAH.

BLAH for now,

Saturday, August 13, 2005

What's been going on

This has been one hell of a month (well a bit more than a month since D-Day). I have been searching and searching for a new job and this is not going well. I have revamped my resume and my Cover letter. My Cover letter I have made more flexible for the software industry so maybe that will help. My resume I am still a bit shaky about. I wanted to keep it to one page but putting in most of the important points I wanted to emphasize is causing problems. I know I need to focus on the last job and the job before that. Oh well.

Well on the Heptig side one more baby was born. Cute baby Noah was born on Aug. 04, 2005. Also Tricia is pregnant I think about 6 - 8 weeks. Cami and I think it's a boy. Keith wants another girl. I can't figure why. i'd rather pull my hair out than have 2 girls in less than a 3 yr period.

Maybe i'll hit the streets and make some money that way? I guess you gotta do what you gotta do. I'm broke at this point and it's not looking too good. I'll just keep holding on. Plus our cable was shut off yesterday and the phone is close to being on the way.

I hope this doesn't interfere with my huge Christmas i'm planning.

Oh and our residential guest are still living with us. They were suppose to move last weekend, but had and issue and were suppose to move today or yesterday but are STILL here. This is really getting out of control.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

What's Been Going On

Well I do have a lot of catching up to do this time. Yeah like usual I let work take over my life and I was so damn busy for a bit there. But now things are better, there is some light at the end of the tunnel.... I was fired on July 6th . Mainly because I had "too" many tardies. which was 7 I believe, and I didn't finish my self performance review which I actually did, but forgot to email it to my boss by the deadline. Although it is ok that she set a deadline that she would give the reviews the week of June 20th she never did and still has not. Nice huh, I can set deadlines to my hearts content, come in late 3 out of 5 days and hold my employees to completely different standards and because of the way the law works. Get away with it. Thats just fine and dandy. I didn't mind so much gettn fired, I was at the point I just couldn't work for her anyway. She didn't know the products, she barely knew the clients. She was far to obsessed with her micromanegemnt style that does not fit into that type of environment.

Well I need to find a job now. only think I can't find out paying close to the same for what I did, not even close, and we have not had raises for 4 years so I thought great. I can go make more. I guess not.


Friday, June 24, 2005

Settlement reached over adult Web content -- Queer Lesbian Gay News --

Settlement reached over adult Web content -- Queer Lesbian Gay News --

I still think this is rather Bogus. Like most no I would not want my children, neices and nephews any of their friends and so on, logging onto my computer and going to these kind of sites. but i'm smart enough to use my computers tools too not allow it on the log on they use. And they cannot get into our adult logon. Common sense is all it takes so often in life but no, the government has to always jump in. Thank goodness that being a republican means you are for less government and less spending. Two thinks they have greatly shirked.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Memorial Weekend

Usually we will not go anywhere during this holiday because it is so busy, but we decided to go camping with some friends and their friends (about 10 lesbians, tough ones too hehehe). We had such a great time. Everyone got along very well, there were two altercations with dogs, but nothing really serious.

It was a cool camp ground, we had a group campsite so it was awesome cause all our tents were fairly close and we had 3 picnic table and two huge fire pits. They had badminton, croquet, horse shoes, cards (man those girls play a lot of cards), we brought Uno Attack and darts and cards.

The weather was unbelievable. it was raining just before we got there and the night before also, so we were able to setup with out any problems. Plus we bought a new screen house which turned out to be awesome (and was only $50 at wal-mart). Now we usually are Target kinda guys, but we had to save some money for bills and other crap we have going on so couldn't spend to much on something like that. But it is so much better than our old screen house and more spacious. Neither of us ate or drank too much, well B and A both got drunk the first night we were there, it was funny. All in all I think a good time was had by everyone and I loved those girls they were so nice. I especially just adore Stacey and Dorothy. They are AWESOME!

Well here is a link to the site if you want to go. it was pretty far for us, but if you are in some place like Goodyear or Glendale like A and D then it's hella FAR. if you live in New Mexico it might not be as far. We were pretty darn close to the NM boarder.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

New week, New Complaints

It has been over a week since I blogged so here I am. I still needt o work on that short story thing. I need some ideas on what to write about. I like horror but I write it so cheesey and droll. My Non fiction is good but dramatic (like my life, overly dramtized). Oh well i'll figure something out. May i'll write some SMUT.

I didn't get much house work done, I have had no energy the past few months. I can't figure it out. I just want to sleep, but don't even do that well. oo, oooooo I made this great beef tenderloin dish (and it ain't cheap) on saturday i'll give the recipe. also made snickerdoodles and reverse chocolate chip cookies. Made a huge lasagna and peppers and sausage on sunday. It was awesome. Oh and also made Chocolate Brownie Ice cream yesterday. That should fatten everyone in the house up.

Here is the beef recipe, and my spin on it.
1 1/2 pounds large shallots (about 24), halved lengthwise, peeled
3 tablespoons butter
6 cups canned beef broth1 1/2 cups tawny Port1 tablespoon tomato paste
2 3- to 3 1/4-pound beef tenderloins (large ends), trimmed

2 teaspoons dried thyme
2 tsp dried oregano
7 bacon slices, chopped6
1 tablespoons all purpose flour
1 large bunch watercress

changed the tawny port to a dry red wine and only used 4 cups
added 2 cups beef broth
half a cup of water (you can change the wine or broth and omit wter. 3 cups of broth or 5 cups of wine)
4 cloves of chopped garlic
omitted the bacon and the watercress
added 1 tablespoon whorchestershire sauce (did I spell that right)

cook the meat slightly to braise with half the butter, about 2 minutes on each side no more than 3.
Set the meat on a platter and cover. with juices in pan add the rest of the butter and cook shallots, garlic till tender, about 3 - 4 minutes add tyme and oregano, add flour (you should get a pasty looking mix), you may need to add more of the butter or the flour as you are cooking. I cooked this for 6 people so did have to add a bit more of each. Pour red wine into mixture and beef broth let boil about 5 minutes on med hi. add Whorchester sauce Let come to a rolling boil. add your meat and any juices that have collected on the plate. let cook for 2 - 3 minutes.

Have set aside some fresh parsley and topped prepared dish with parsley.
I left the meat in the juices and used a slotted spoon to serve. this way the meat stayed hot/warm throughout the entire meal in the juices.

Monday, May 09, 2005

Getting Back On Track

Well I have let work take over my life again. I guess not as bad as it was before I rarely work from home anymore. Maybe for an hour or so every now and then, I think that is a pretty good start.

I have been trying to get back on the good health path too. Since the last surgery I just have not been myself 100%. Which in it's own way is another thing that isn't so bad. Used to be on my days off of work my workouts were from 2.5 to 3.5 hours. It was brutal and the next day always left me drained. I think 2hours is the most I have worked out so far, I am sort of missing it a bit. Working out was always the thing that kept me from going bonkers, well as you may have guessed.... I'm bonkers.

How do you go from feeling completely secure and happy and resolved in your life to like you have made some really big mistakes that are irreversable, unbreakable and under no ones control, certainly not your own that is for sure. Oh well what to do at this point. I am not suicidal yet, I don't particularly blame anyone, not even myself. I just do not see how I got "here" or where "here" is anymore. I have even lost my love of cooking. I told RCH the other day I was so glad I did not pursue the degree in culinary arts deal. I can hardly bare to even look at food. (The old Days of Anorexia [14-17] and bulemia [24-28] are starting to look good. No one knows about the bulemia, I kept that one pretty damn secret, although I had two friends back then that used to joke about it all the time telling me they thought I was one. If they did really they never said a serious word about it ever. Oh and yeah to those that don't know it, guys get the eating disorders too. It's not easy. Now at this point in my life since the first surgery in 01, I have put on about 20#. Plus I had put on about 12 #'s between 96 and 00. I lost some of that then the second back problem came and I gained a ton back. It's the yo yo game. Well Does not matter anymore. I can't lose more than 10#'s if I tried to my death. Matter O Fact by the time I lose the 10, which I go about usually pretty slow and naturally I start getting to a point where I have no energy then if I try and continue I start getting sick constantly. Gave up on that, forget diets. I'll just be sublimely happy in an unconscious relegated state of unblissful "para" weirdness. If you know what I mean.

Ok, i'm finished going on for now. I think i'm going to go back to writing short stories. I think my first one I'll post each writing and see what people think. ( I usually love horror, but might try something serious, or some non fiction).


Friday, April 15, 2005

An exciting day for me

Well something happened today I have not had happen before. I WAS ALMOST FIRED. My boss and I got into it yesterday and I told her and her boss they had horrible management skills and some other things (nothing naughty just my honest thoughts). Well they sent me home yesterday and when I came back today gave me a list of things I cannot do, meaning if I sneeze the wrong way or use and excited tone with "anyone" or if i'm late and don't call the supervisor i'm GONE. Well isn't that nice. Not a single problem in the almost 6 years I have been here and now this. Oh well guess that is the bigger motivation to leave. We haven't had a raise in 4 years, usually only get 1 bonus a year and it's not much because it is taxed so high. If only I had some skills besides sexn someone up. hmmm. Don't want to get into that line of work. Nor the movies end of it. What could I do.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Been Away

Well I'm not doing a very good job on this BLOG lately. I have become increasingly lazy since my surgery and on top of that don't have much to really talk about. Yeah I am still way pissed about tons of things going on in the world today but just do not have the mental strength to cope or argue. Well okay, I do have some strength left.

Oh, I just got back from Pennsylvania for work. You couldn't pay me enough to move there. I kept expecting to be dragged into the woods kicking and screaming then lit on fire by some freaks. The people were actually very nice, and in Hershey where I was staying most folks were very nice except they were looking at me weird constantly. 1. For listening to loud Rock and Roll, 2. For walking around with only a short sleeve shirt in 30 - 48 degree weather 3. For telling them to stop starring it's impolite. What would you expect me to say.

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Friday, February 18, 2005

Been Busy

Well I have been back at work for 2 weeks now, It is quite tiring. I can barely last the 4 hours. I feel so drained after about 3 hours and by the time I drive home I'm ready to DIE! I don't know what I am going to do when I get back to full time. This is gonna be a joke. Where is my 15 mil of inheritance money! I need it now.

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Tomorrow, Back To Work

Tomorrow, I go back to work. Oh how I am dreading this. I just do not think I am going to enjoy this at all. I know like usual the brunt of the work will be thrown on me, because some people never learn and they never at that job enforce any rules.

Oh well, I guess i'll have to see how it goes. I better get to bed, but i'm not sleepy. I have to be up by 4am to get in there by 6am. Oh i'm not used to this anymore.

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Still Catching Up

I still need to catch up but i'm just on a track for today. ( i'm having Kentucky Straight Mash) look it up.

That new(er) version of "The Shinning" is on. MAN IT'S HORRID. I like Steven Weber, I don't know for sure who the lady is but she's HOT (Oh wait, I think it's Rebecca D. daughter of Wally). That movie just blows,

I have been trying to be nice to the nephews because they think I am the MEAN, EVIL Uncle from HELL. Well, maybe I am, or maybe I just don't want them to grow up being the lazy bums they exhibit signs of being now. What is an Uncle to do. They are good boys but just like to sit on their bums and watch TV or play video games. I wouldn't let them watch TV today because last night they didn't do the things they are supposed to (take baths, get clothes ready for next day, clean up mess from dinning room table....) but i'm in no frame of mind to just be easy and let them get away with murder. I think young kids need some direction, some rules.

HEHEHE, Crap I sound like my parents and I don't have kids even.

Oh well. I need to go to bed now because some freak is staring over my shoulder and reading what I am writing and breaking my concentration.

Or just annoying me. I'll go for that one.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

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Been Away

Well have not had added a post in some time but will add some good "stuff" soon. between this flu, therapy for the back and work. I think i'm wearing myself thin, and tiring myself out.

I'm Still Mad at Bobby and have got to add why, but the short of it is he snuck out one night after I though we were both going out and went to a seperate club than I did. NOT GOOD.

I will go further into this. Not sure where I want to go anymore....

I think i'm lost. (again).

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

Now Time For My Tit Irate

Well as we all know the thing happened with Janet Jackson and the whole Super Bowl tit showing tangent. What the hell!! Even in this year alone they have shown a few instances where "white" actresses have had their boob come out and it was no big deal because "they didn't know". How can you NOT know your breast is being hit by the wind, that is out in the open. Even as a man I can feel the difference between cloth on my torso and no cloth. There is a major difference, let alone erect nipple syndrome ENS should give you a clue.

BUT why, why has everyone had this "fit" over JJ? Cause she's black? Cause she's a singer? Cause they don't' like her brother. Not fair no matter what. JJ has never done anything bad, she is sweet and nice and I think sincere (and yes I have met her once). I just don't get the whole thing no matter what the reason. Is it because it's a TIT? If so, then the tit showing should be the same, either yum yum, or... No cum.

It's just not that way though, What? What? It's just a fricken TITTY. A breast. It's beautiful, it's gorgeous. We should relish in that stuff. WHO COULD BE MAD. That tit was HOT! I just don't get it. If it's a kid's issue why don't we teach our kids that the human body isn't something disgusting and to cringe from it but to learn and understand from it, to cherish it and see it as a piece of art.

May never happen. But I can still speak my mind.
Until then, keep the lovely breast waying HIGH! and PROUD!

Getting Something Off My Chest

Ok, I finally have to have my say about this whole "gay" marriage thing. I don't really care how it goes one way or another, I do think gays deserve rights if they have invested with partner and have a home, investments, other dealings that could be easily lost in the event of the death of the other. BUT!! yes, that's one big BUT. I am tired of hearing people say "Marriage is a Sacred Institution" and all the other reasons why besides just saying they are prejudice.

Here are my reasons.
1. If marriage was so sacred why do people divorce at the drop of a hat
2. Why do so many couple "swing"
3. Why are so many couples affected by one or the other cheating
4. Why do so many spouses have secret same sex relationships when married
5. Why would a spouse even have online "cyber" sex to fullfill their fantasies
6. Why do so many men look at, read... Porn

Just something to think about. Before using the "SACRED" excuse let's all think in our
head what we really mean. We don't want those damn homo's having the same things we have, they are horrible and all should BURN IN HELL!.

HAHA. I'm crazy.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Awesome Soup Recipe

I found this great soup recipe that I have had for a while, not sure where I got it from though. But I was craving soup tonight (must be the flu thing) and decided I wanted to make some from scratch that was not difficult or time consuming and what I got is what follows.

Mexican Chicken Tortilla Soup
(I don't eat chicken so I substituted turkey breast)

Here is what you need:
2 tsp olive oil
1 lb skinless boneless chicken
breast, cut into 1 -inch pieces
2 cloves garlic
1 tsp dried oregano
1 minced chipotle chile in adobo
sauce, (from -7 oz can)
1 8 -oz can diced tomatoes
2 14 1/2 -oz cans reduced-sodium chicken broth 0r water
1 cup frozen corn
1/2 cup chopped fresh cilantro
4 cups baked tortilla chips (about 6-oz)

Here is how to Make it:
Heat the oil in a large stockpot over medium-high heat. Add the
chicken and garlic and cook for three, until the chicken (or turkey) is
browned on all sides, stirring frequently.

Add the oregano and stir to coat the chicken (or turkey). Stir in
the minced chipotle, tomatoes, broth and corn. Turn the heat to high
and bring mixture to a boil. Turn the heat to low, partially cover, and
simmer for 10, until the chicken is cooked through.

Remove the pan from heat and stir in the cilantro and one cup of the
tortilla chips.

To serve, place the remaining chips in the bottom of bowls and ladle souip over top.

Some notes: the chipotle chile can be found in the (ethnic aisle) this is one ingredient I would
not compromise on as it adds the flavor and gives it that wonderful mexican pizazz. Also now a days you can buy garlic already minced either in oil or water, I would buy just to cut some of
the time down in your cooking. Since I don't eat chicken I don't use chicken broth either so I
substituted Veggie broth, no one knew a thing. Also, if when using chicken or turkey cut as
much of the fat from the meat, the turkey is usually somewhat lean but chicken breast
can sometimes have lots of fat on it. Also the turkey may have "tendons" in it, cut that out
if you can.

good luck, It really is a great flavorful recipe.

tomorrow i'm making a cheaters version of chicken parmesan and friday sheppards pie. I am going to change that darn sheppard's pie recipe. It takes hours of prep time. (but man! it's so worth it.


Found one of my poems

Ok, this is one of my more weird poems, but wait till I get to the more exotic strange ones. HA! oh those had my friends rolling in the aisles. Well, here we go:

Title: Black Widow

Black Widow do you love your mate
or is it sex with him that you hate
when he injects you with his seed
will you make him then regret his need
and then will you devour him whole

Does this ritual have a need
or are you content to destroy your breed
and does his flesh suffice your needs
Did you close your mind to his pleas
or were you just dispensing of his pole

Black Wido this act as old as time
some feel that it is erotic and sublime
and hold the key to all our needs
plus helps to withdraw us from our greeds
Or do you just think it's gross

Black widow next time you eat your mate
think of your future children's fates
someday a widow miht eat them too
and if that does they will be a kin to you
so Black Widow be a little more thoughtful
next time you eat live your host.

By Gregg...

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Too Much To Ponder

Ok, in the middle of the night I woke with tons of stuff on my mind, and the flu kicking my ass. What's that all about?

I think something is realy wrong with me, no, not mentally. Thats a given. the last few months I think about sex ALL the time. I mean 38 isn't the end of the world and some men stay horny all their life but what i'm having is just obnoxious grossness. I think I want to have sex with everyone (well almost everyone) I come into contact with. I see girls that drive me wild, and guys that make me so damn horny, it's not only embarrissing to get caught staring at some chick, but to have her later catch you checking out her boyfriend and licking you lips... well that must have thrown her off.

Yesterday at the gym this one girl was wearing these super tight suede pants, oh man was she ever hot looking in them, I wanted to throw her on top of one of the machines and start licking her like candy. Five minutes after that two boys passed by and I wanted to drag them into the locker room and show them a thing or two. The whole day there was the same, and even driving home was bad. I saw a lady that must have been 60 and wanted to do it with her too. Must be some kind of emotional turmoil from being stuck in this house since the surgery. Well tomorrow i'm going out and we'll see what comes of that. The week before on wednesday I went out to BS West (On wednesday it 2 for 1 so all the college kids pack the place) I was hit on by about 4 guys, kept playing with these two chicks breast, and one I really wanted to get into her pants. Like I say, emotional turmoil. But, yes that inevitable but. I'm in my committed relationship and that keeps me steady. Well no it really doesn't. If I hadn't put on this weight since the surgery and I felt like this, i'd be out poppin every thing that walked into my web. I just feel like i'm at the none caring point, who gets that way? can't just be me. I want everything I want and a whole heck of a lot more. For the past 15 years it's been others and everyone else, and work, committment and any other socio neurotic problem that can fall on your shoulders to heep more crap on your hump. blah blah blah. i'm sick of it, and of whinning.

Think i'll go bake some cookies to go with that Ice Bream I made last night. Them maybe i'll work on a poem. something naughty. Maybe i'll just add one of my old ones.

hmm, ponder, ponder, ponder.

My Return to the Gym

Well that didn't go as bad as I thought it would. I did the eliptical runner for 28 minutes and then the stationary bike for 9 minutes. I also did a short bicep tricep workot. So far i'm in no pain so that is really good.

I'm gonna try again tomorrow.

Oh I made Vanilla Bean Ice Cream in the cusinart, I am not sure i'm gonna like that stuff, the recipe called for 5 eggs, it was 2 whole eggs and 3 yolks I thought that was so odd....
Eggs! Ice Cream! Just sounds totally wrong.

I went and bought a new bread maker today, we had a $50 credit at BBBY and with the 20% off coupon it was an awesome deal.

Oh well I'm gettn sleepy, it's been one hella long day.

think I'll write a poem tomorrow, just to show I DO have a heart. Somewhere or another


Monday, January 17, 2005

Heading to gym

Well it's been like 6 months since I worked out so I thought I would start off doing some cardio. I will post how this goes. I think i'm gonna get there get on the eliptical trainer for 5 minutes and my big ole arse is gonna nearly pass out.

we'll see.

Sunday 011605

Hell it's been one long *ss day. I have done everything possible today, clean house, workout, read, watch a movie, play with dogs (and how cute they are) send my friend pics of *ock just because he wanted to know what an uncut one looked like, cooked dinner, baked cookies.

Aahh, what a full day. I don't think Bobby liked me sending those pics out, but HEY! it wasn't anything nasty or dirty. so get over it. It's 72 days now our guest have been here and of course they are wearing on my nerves quite easily, especially that middle nephew (lil evil bastard is up to no good and I know it). But still I let them get away with murder as well as letting there father continue to be an outrageous asshole. That man is such a big mouthed blow hard, always yelling at the eldest son for nothing in particular, I think just to yell. I get so pissed and so does Bobby even. I know this will end up being a showdown, no bars held, boot stomping, glove pumping, long finger nail scrathcing fight.

Well i'm off to bed, I ate so much fricken food I am about to pop. Tonight I made chicken breast for the boys with 3 different seasonings on them. Made grilled shark for me and Bobby, also made Mac and Cheese ( from scrath of course which is my habit now because of Ms Cindy). I think tomorrow i'm gonna bake more cookies and either some lemon squares or some fudge. Something I have'nt done in a while. I still gots ta do something with thatprime rib roast, if only a special occassion was coming up. If only.

Oh, and I lost 4 pounds or so. Since that surgery in November the pounds are packing on fast. Real fast!